they went everywhere together, did everything together
just being around her, it didnt matter where they went or what they did
none of that made any difference to him
the time, place, the activity, whatever it was
he just was happy they were able to spend time together
and that meant everything to him
and she would never know any of this
until, and unless he was able to show
it was hard for him to do it verbally, so he wrote a bunch of stories instead
more - a story about why this took so long –
the more i kept doing this
the more i think it’s not enough
the more i do this
the more things i keep changing
the more i do this
the more things i find to add
the more i do this
the harder it is for me to finish
because
the more i do this
i stop myself
because
the more i do this
the more im scared
and the longer it takes
the more i think it's not enough
maybe something so simple shouldn't be so difficult
or take so long
there's so much that isn't in here,
but when he more time,
he would eventually be able to tell her everything