so here -
these are just some thoughts i have sometimes that i prob wont ever be able to say to you so maybe it's better that i leave it here so that you can come back to it sometimes and
this sentence is supposed to be too long and very confusing so that i can say both yes and no to any future questions so i can have an excuse because if it's confusing enough it'll be hard to argue against and so now you have to reread it again
this is not supposed to be here. there isnt supposed to be a link or anything to reach this page
There was this one time when she said
“Can you get/charge my iwatch for me”
I don’t know why
but it became extremely important to me
it hit different
I don’t know why
Was it because maybe she needed me?
It isn’t much, it’s very minor actually.
Was it because she needed help?
It was the only thing that only I could do, and no one else.
Even though it was so small and insignificant
At that moment, it was the most important thing in the world to me
I can’t explain it.
Why did I have this reaction? And it was for something like this?
I cant say that Ive gone 180 and this changed everything or made me different
but this has been on my mind