11 this one goes to eleven

this one is the hardest

Probably best uf di tgus skiwky,

AThis should be something tha ti want to tell you

but i dont know what to say

iwhat more can i say?

youre ar a **** person

what morecan i say

it was like the thing the other guy said about the color yellow

the guy who said his favorite color was yellow because that's the first thing she guessed

but this was not what happened

this time

she was around 12 ft away

and she asked me

"can you help me get my iwatch?"

it completely broke me

normally this doesnt happen

and if it does, you wouldnt be able to tell

but this one

it broke me

it was so many things

taking care of her

doing something that would make her happier

how little i could get away with and still keep her 100% satisfied

how little i was doing just to get that result and reaction

so it was something that really

it hit me

what if i did something

than what is the minimum

what if

i tried

so it broke me

hard

i could never ever go back

i tried

didnt make a difference

i can't say that i've gone 180 and completely change my ways and how i act

but seriously

it broke me

and it's been on my mind ever since

sigh

this one is called daytona

i might never be able to finish this story